Today I found something I needed, I had been stuck in a mental rut, trapped. I had forgotten about 'choice' and let myself be at the mercy of the elements, moods to be determined by whatever force pressed upon me. Conditioning had previously been recognised for shaping and controlling behaviour, while an OK excuse for most creatures, I have consciousness - which I believe is there at least in part to over-rule conditioning. Providing a choice.
I had been waiting for something good to happen so I could feel good. Instead I will churn this dullness, this empty space - into something more. It should be simple right?
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